I lie here all alone,

In this room filled with poems.

I write every word,

With the feelings I adore.

 

Gasping for air,

I turned myself to dare.

Temper brought me a game to spare,

I was overthrown by the scratches of this bear.

 

The clock ticks on the 12^th of midnight,

I’m still having these emotions to fight.

My screams are muffled by your hands,

Seems that I’m under your command.

 

The phone rang a lot of times,

I have waited for it all this time,

Hoping to hear your voice,

I answered coz I have no choice.

 

I had you on the other line,

I had you but you weren’t mine,

I hear the coldness of your voice,

My hand felt moist.

 

I tried to fill this emptiness,

Too bad, it needs happiness.

I can’t be over it,

Coz it’s the only reason I live.

 

I watch us fade,

Every hue lost its shade.

I can’t do anything,

Coz for you I am only nothing.

 

The radio kept on playing along,

Surprisingly, it played our song.

The room is filled with this sentiment,

That only you can commend.

 

You won’t see any tears from these eyes,

Coz it can only see lies.

I’m no longer someone who cries,

I tell alibis.

 

It’s already September six,

The clock ticks,

1:52 AM, I’m sick of it.

The loneliness I can’t defeat.

 

I don’t wanna ask God why,

He knows, I can almost die,

Waking up to another day,

Without you on my way.

 

Any moment from now,

The sun might shine,

My life is still inclined,

I don’t know how to find.

 

I close my eyes on this new day,

And wake up on the other day.

Maybe by then I won’t be like this,

Coz I found someone better to be with.

 

  May 4, 2007